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October: Autumn is in the Air

“Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.”

~ Marcel Proust

 

October is here, although in Toronto we are still facing some warm summer-like days, I am still enjoying my autumn. I look forward to a wonderful Thanksgiving and have so much to be grateful for. Huge thanks to my wonderful family, friends and followers who make each day so special.

October brings more writing, studying, coaching, blogging and  books to check which will no doubt be keeping me very busy as usual. In order to meet some of my goals I might not be online quite as often but will be checking in at regular intervals.

Things are picking up at IgniteYourCreativity.net both of my coaching programs:“Ignite Your Core Creativity” & “Art As Therapy” are up and running. Both of these programs are designed to help you embrace your passion, put your dreams into action, and ignite your creativity!

Over at Professor Owl’s Book Corner, we recently published our October 2017 NewsletterThis month features some great book recommendations, literacy tutoring and creative writing inspiration for our young writers. 

On September 29th, we celebrated our seventh installment of the “We Are The World Blogfest” #WATWB.  We are so thrilled about the fantastic response  we are getting and send out a huge thank you to all those who have participated.  My September post was titled “Making Magic for Pediatric Cancer Patients” about an amazing women who crochets fantasy wigs for young cancer patients.  A fellow #WATWB blogger, Lynn Hallbrooks, forwarded this story to me knowing I am an avid crocheter and she knew that this story would be right up my alley.

Wondering what #WATWB is all about? The #WATWB was inspired by a simple conversation about how all the negativity on social media was weighing on us. Wanting to make a difference we decided to try to do our part to infuse social media with all the good stories that are out there. We hope to share the stories that show kindness, compassion, hope, overcoming challenges and in general, the impressive resilience of the human spirit. For every dark, negative story out there, there is a positive, heartwarming story that will add some light and lift the human spirit. The last Friday of every month bloggers will share their positive stories led by five co-hosts. If you are interested in learning more about this or to join us please click here for details. Next post is October 27th, 2017!

Wishing everyone a wonderful October…wherever you may be in your day or evening, I hope you are living with grace & gratitude.

Live, laugh & love! ❤

“As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them.” ~ John F. Kennedy

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Review of The Blackbird Season by Kate Moretti ( @KateMoretti1 ) #Suspense #Mystery

Review

The Blackbird Season

by Kate Moretti

Release date: September 26th, 2017

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I received a complimentary ARC copy of The Blackbird Season by Kate Moretti from NetGalley in order to read and give an honest review.

I thoroughly enjoyed reading “The Blackbird Season” by Kate Moretti. This is a unique well-written, atmospheric read that is character driven and although it has a familiar plot, the author still manages to surprise you at the end.

It starts with a mysterious incident where blackbirds begin falling from the sky, which, seems to have little to do with the plot that unfolds but instead acts as a lead into a bigger event. A widowed teacher, Brigit, her old friend Nate, and his troubled family life captivate the first part of the book. Nate, a fellow teacher is trying to cope with an unhappy spouse while she struggles to care for their autistic son. Nate a very respected and adored teacher known for going above and beyond for his students becomes prime suspect when a student, Lucia, goes missing.  Lucia due to years of abuse and absentee parents is different from other girls, dark and melancholic and considered an outcast to peers.  When Lucia turns to Nate for help his world is turned upside down and he goes from being well-respected to becoming the town pariah.

The best part for me was the authentic characters who were written in such a compelling way. The characters viewpoint change chapter to chapter which in my opinion gives an interesting perspective to the plot.  Just when you think you understand what’s happening another viewpoint sheds a different light on events making the reader second guess.

This is the first book I’ve read by Kate Moretti but I have become a fan and will definitely be reading all of her work!

September Surprise via @CSWCLynn

Since September is a significant month to them, it was decided that the series David McKoy and Lynn Hallbrooks created should go on sale. If you’ve missed the previous blog posts about them, simply put, the stories center around six teammates who were former US Special Forces. They combined their talents to become a CIA Special Operations team know by their call sign: Wrecking Crew.

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In the first book of the series, the team is sent on a mission that would forever change their lives and the way they view their oath, including the part about enemies foreign and domestic.

In the second book, the team uses their knowledge both past and present to help defend their hometown. A few obstacles prevent them from completing that task.

The third book shares some of the team’s backstory and how they became a tight-knit unit. Fighting for your country is one thing, fighting your “family” is quite another.

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Call Sign: Wrecking Crew Storm Warning (book 1)

Amazon U.S. link: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B004INHK2G

Universal link to Amazon marketplace nearest you: myBook.to/CSWCSW

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Call Sign: Wrecking Crew Wings of Eagles (book 2)

Amazon U.S. link: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00FH94MPS

Universal link to Amazon marketplace nearest you: myBook.to/CSWCWOE

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Genesis: Call Sign: Wrecking Crew Slice of Life (book 3)

Amazon U.S. link: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00JOZDW98

Universal link to Amazon marketplace nearest you: myBook.to/GenesisCSWCSOL

This series is exclusive to Amazon in all marketplaces for purchase or download via Kindle Unlimited. If you prefer a print version over an electronic one, the price is more but can be found in some of the Amazon locations alongside the electronic one. The series is also part of the Kindle Match program, so if you want both a print and electronic version of the book, that will be no problem. Just indicate that when purchasing. With the sale on, you might be pleasantly surprised at the current eBook price.

Below are some locations where you can follow David McKoy and Lynn Hallbrooks:

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Lynn Hallbrooks

Amazon:

David McKoy: https://www.amazon.com/David-McKoy/e/B0051LMR54

Lynn Hallbrooks: https://www.amazon.com/Lynn-Hallbrooks/e/B0050ZOGAA

Google+:

Call Sign: Wrecking Crew: https://plus.google.com/b/102552383467235441572/+Callsignwreckingcrew

Lynn Hallbrooks: https://plus.google.com/u/0/+LynnHallbrooks

Twitter:

@CSWCLynn: https://twitter.com/CSWCLynn

@LynnHallbrooks: https://twitter.com/LynnHallbrooks

Website:

http://cswcllc.weebly.com/

Review of The Devil’s Wedding Ring by Vidar Sundstøl via @UMinnPress ‏

Review

The Devil’s Wedding Ring

by Vidar Sundstøl

Release date: September 26th, 2017

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I received a complimentary ARC copy of The Devil’s Wedding Ring from NetGalley & University of Minnesota Press in order to read and give an honest review.

I’m a huge fan of Nordic Noir and The Devil’s Wedding Ring by Vidar Sundstøl is a perfect example. Dark, edgy and brilliantly plotted, this novel captures your attention and holds it through to its very satisfying conclusion.

When Knut Abrahamson, a Police Officer is found a victim of apparent suicide, his former partner Max Fjellanger returns from the US to pay his respects but finds that all is not what it seems. Max, now a private investigator in Florida, doesn’t believe Knut would choose to end his life especially when the pieces surrounding his death don’t seem to fit. Thirty years ago the last case Knut and Max investigated, the mysterious disappearance of Peter Schram, a case that would drive Max from the force and still seems to still weigh heavily on Max’s soul. In 1985, Schram a folklore researcher writing about Pagan rituals and the Stave Church in Eidsborg disappears without a trace on Midsummer Eve, an important date in Pagan culture.  The Stave Church is a tourist stop, although a Christian Church today was notorious for its Pagan history and rumours of a ghostly Monk who walks the grounds. The case of Schram’s disappearance remained unsolved but when Knut’s death looks like it is possibly related to the disappearance of a young grad student, Cecilie Weiborg as well as Schram, a shocking mystery begins to unravel. With the help of a quirky young librarian and mystery buff,  Tirill Vesterli, Max sets out to solve the mystery but not before putting his and Tirill’s life in danger.

This story has it all, mystery, murder, Norse myths and the mysterious ghostly Monk. Vidar Sundstøl ( Translated by Tiina Nunnally)  has written a story that is fast paced, well written and contains multi faceted characters. It has that great atmosphere that is indicative of Nordic Noir.  I would definitely recommend this read to anyone looking for an exciting Nordic Noir thriller that perfectly blends murder and mythology.

Studious in September ~ #amwriting #studying #creativitycoaching

“Just don’t give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, I don’t think you can go wrong.” ~ Ella Fitzgerald

September Writing

It’s hard to believe the summer is almost over and autumn, my favourite season, is almost upon us!  I see cool evenings, warm blankets, pumpkin spice lattes (yes, I’m a pumpkin person…don’t judge😉 ) and lots of reading in my future.  Many of my projects are falling into place, I’m looking forward to some busy months ahead working hard, pursuing my passions and making my dreams a reality.  This month writing, studying, coaching, volunteering and reviewing will be keeping me very busy as well as my usual blog posts.

Stuck in a #creative slump? Check out my recently launched creativity coaching programs at IgniteYourCreativity.net~ “Ignite Your Core Creativity” & “Art As Therapy” both of which are designed to help you embrace your passion, put your dreams into action, and ignite your creativity!

Over at Professor Owl’s Book Corner, we recently published our Back-to-School Newsletter. This month features some great book recommendations, literacy tutoring and creative writing inspiration for our young writers. 

 

On August 25th, we celebrated our sixth month of the “We Are The World Blogfest” #WATWB  We are getting a fantastic response and a huge thank you to everyone who participated.  My post was about the inspiring artist, writer, model and  UN ambassador, Muniba Mazari. Read my post The Art Of Converting Adversities Into Opportunities #WATWB”  here. Next post is September 29th, 2017!

Wondering what #WATWB is all about? The #WATWB was inspired by a simple conversation about how all the negativity on social media was weighing on us. Wanting to make a difference we decided to try to do our part to infuse social media with all the good stories that are out there. We hope to share the stories that show kindness, compassion, hope, overcoming challenges and in general, the impressive resilience of the human spirit. For every dark, negative story out there, there is a positive, heartwarming story that will add some light and lift the human spirit. The last Friday of every month bloggers will share their positive stories led by five co-hosts. If you are interested in learning more about this or to join us please click here for details. 

Wishing everyone a successful September…wherever you may be in your day or evening, I hope you are making your fondest dreams a reality!

Live, laugh & love! ❤

“Far and away the best prize that life has to offer is the chance to work hard at work worth doing.” ~ Theodore Roosevelt

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Helpful Household Hints for the Harried Human by @LynnHallbrooks on sale now! #HHH4HH

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Helpful Household Hints for the Harried Human by Lynn Hallbrooks has recently been revised and is currently on sale.

Some young adults will be leaving home soon, either for college or to make their own way in life. Ms. Hallbrooks hopes that her book with its recent updates will make their journey a little easier. It includes general cleaning advice as well as tips to help in the kitchen, laundry, and office.

In order to make it affordable for those on a strict budget, she has reduced the price to 99 cents USD. The book is exclusive to Amazon, so it is available through Kindle Unlimited and all Amazon marketplaces.

Amazon US: https://www.amazon.com/Helpful-Household-Hints-Harried-Human-ebook/dp/B01H68UEW2

Don’t have a US account, then this should get you to the Amazon Marketplace closest to you: myBook.to/HHH4HH

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Lynn Hallbrooks wrote short stories for fun during her High School years. After serving in the U.S. Air Force she continued her Health Information Management (formerly known as Medical Records) career into civilian life. In late 2009, she and her writing partner, David McKoy began the Call Sign: Wrecking Crew series. In 2010, the founded Call Sign: Wrecking Crew, LLC which Lynn runs. Along the way, she has stayed with some friends and earned her keep by doing household duties such as cooking, cleaning, and laundry. She realized she might be able to help others with a few pieces of advice, thus Helpful Household Hints for the Harried Human was conceived.

Below are some locations where you can follow Ms. Hallbrooks:

Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Lynn-Hallbrooks/e/B0050ZOGAA

Google+: https://plus.google.com/u/0/+LynnHallbrooks

LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/lynn-hallbrooks-39207934/

Twitter: @LynnHallbrooks: https://twitter.com/LynnHallbrooks

Website: http://cswcllc.weebly.com/

Would You Join in the We Are the World Blogfest? #WATWB #WriteBravely

I recently had the opportunity to share a bit about the “We Are The World Blogfest”. Check out my interview with Damyanti Biswas. 🙂

Source: Would You Join in the We Are the World Blogfest? #WATWB #WriteBravely

Review of The Bedlam Stacks by Natasha Pulley #Fantasy #HistoricalFiction

Review

The Bedlam Stacks

by Natasha Pulley

Release date: August 1st, 2017

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I received a complimentary ARC copy of  The Bedlam Stacks by Natasha Pulley from NetGalley in order to read and give an honest review.

To start off with The Bedlam Stacks by Natasha Pulley is a well written, complex and captivating story which, I  found intriguing and thoroughly enjoyed. To me, this is a book unlike any other I have read, which is saying a great deal. Although it is hard to define if I were to generalize I would say it’s a mixture of historical fiction and fantasy.

Set in the 19th century, the protagonist, former East Indian Trading company smuggler, Merrick Tremayne, is living a dismal life with his brother in a dilapidated estate in Cornwall. Left with a bad leg, Merrick seems to have given up on life, enduring bizarre and difficult circumstances bound to push him to the edge. At his lowest point, he is offered an opportunity to go on an adventure. After an outbreak of malaria and a shortage of quinine, the East Indian Trading Company contact Merrick about going on an expedition to Peru to acquire cinchona cuttings so that they can produce their own quinine supply. The Peruvian Government has a monopoly on the quinine trade and is very protective of their crops which potentially will make this expedition a very dangerous one. Although dangerous, with the encouragement of his friend Clem and wife Minna, as well as a family connection to Bedlam, Merrick agrees to go. Once in Peru, Merrick and Clem are guided to Bedlam (New Bethlehem) by a priest, Raphael. Without giving away too much, their trip to Bedlam takes strange twists and turns leading the reader on a fantastic journey rich with folklore, myths, and magic.

Natasha Pulley has done an exquisite job with this novel, full of fantastic imagery, characters that come to life, rich, well-researched world building and beautiful and flawless prose. My only criticism is that it did move at a slow pace at times making it difficult to get into but by midpoint, I felt the story beautifully unfold and was so glad I persevered. The Bedlam Stacks is not a quick read but in my opinion is definitely one that should be savoured and enjoyed.

Guest Post and New Release from #Author Emerald Barnes (@emeraldbarnes)

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A Lesson in Perseverance ~ Writing Knight’s Academy Series

Guest Post from Emerald Barnes

Thanks, Belinda, for having me on your blog today (and all the other times I’ve been here).

When I started writing the Knight’s Academy series four years ago, I was positive that I would never publish the books after so many rejections from agents and publishers.

I cannot tell you how many query emails I sent out in my search for an agent or publisher. It was shot down each time, so I decided to just put it aside. If they didn’t want the book, I thought that it wasn’t worth anyone’s time, and it definitely wasn’t worth reading.

So, I began writing a different book, my Entertaining Angels book. I worked hard and self-published that. Mind you, I had been burned out and decided that trying to find an agent or publisher wasn’t the route for me anymore.

Well, to shorten this story, I ended up getting picked up by a publisher for Entertaining Angels, and we published three of my Entertaining Angels books under them. But, after a year or two of being there, they shut their doors, and I was shattered. I wasn’t sure what I was supposed to do next.

I had a friend message me, telling me about this publisher who would probably take my book on and publish it. I didn’t want to try publishing this book for a third time, so I declined. But something inside of me told me to try publishing The Marked, the first book of the Knight’s Academy series. Well, I emailed them my pitch, and I forgot about it. I thought if they don’t want me, fine. I was never going to publish this book anyway. If it gets published, it gets published. If not, whatever. No one will care one way or the other.

Months passed, and I randomly get this email during VBS at my church, saying that Clean Reads wanted my book. I laughed because I thought who would want this book? Turns out, they did, and there have been lots of people who wanted it since.

This is my backstory of my Knight’s Academy series, but it’s also a story of endurance. Though I gave up at the beginning, I decided to give it another go. And I’m glad I did. These books are outselling my others!

This is a tale of endurance and perseverance. I told this story to another author who has been struggling with getting published, and it helped him. I hope that it will help someone else. Your dream is important. If this is what you want to do, go after it with fervor. Fight for it. Don’t give up.

I have worked seven years as an author, barely scraping by, but I kept going. Someone, somewhere wanted to read my book. And that thought kept me moving. Let it keep you moving too.

Rejections happen. They’re part of life. If I hadn’t been rejected, I wouldn’t have been where I am now, and I’m positive that everything happens for a reason. Having to wait, it only means that good things will come to you. At least, that’s what I believe in.

And I believe this. You got this. You can do this.

MARKED (Knight’s Academy #2)

by Emerald Barnes

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About The Hunted:

Myka Williams has been forced out of Knight’s Academy and is on the run, constantly moving to keep the vampires off her trail until Preston’s venom is no longer coursing through her veins. But she isn’t alone. 

Brent Jacobson is her protector, training her and teaching her how to be the werewolf she’s destined to be. He’s annoying, stubborn—and hot. But there’s something he isn’t telling her.

Myka has to come face-to-face with the truth of who she really is. Will she find safety, or will she always be hunted?

Purchase The Hunted:

Amazon: http://amzn.to/2sEKaxh

Amazon UK: http://amzn.to/2sjkaIi

Nook: http://bit.ly/2tiwkCA

iTunes: http://apple.co/2tJbVJP

Add The Hunted to Goodreads:

Goodreads: http://bit.ly/2tEjlgC
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About Emerald Barnes:

Emerald Barnes resides in a small town in Mississippi and has the accent to prove it. She’s an auntie, a youth leader, a Whovian, a little bit of a nerd, a reader, a writer, and a family-oriented person. God is number One in her life, and she thanks Him continuously for His love and favor. She’s addicted to tv and binge-watching shows, and she has a thing for superheroes.

Connect with Emerald:

Website: http://www.emeraldbarnes.us

Blog: ebarnes23.wordpress.com

Pinterest: http://www.pinterest.com/emeraldbarnes

Facebook: www.facebook.com/fanpageforemeraldbarnes

Twitter: www.twitter.com/emeraldbarnes

Street Team: http://www.facebook.com/groups/emeraldbarnesstreetteam

Fan Team: http://www.facebook.com/groups/emeraldbarnesfans

Instagram: http://www.instagram.com/emeraldbarnes

Goodreads: http://www.goodreads.com/emerald_barnes

LinkedIn: http://www.linkedin.com/in/emeraldbarnes

Amazon Author Page: https://www.amazon.com/Emerald-Barnes/e/B004PL38QS

Author Contact:

Email: emerald_barnes@yahoo.com

Emerald is available for personal appearances and interviews.

Excerpt One:

Preston had been hot on their trail for two months now. The werewolves hoped the venom would be out of her system soon. Apparently, Preston had been filling her full of it since she’d first been assigned to him. It bothered her that she hadn’t known what he was doing, and even now, the memories weren’t accessible. The only memory she had left of one of his bites was when he’d kidnapped her and tried to make werewolf/vampire babies with her. For all she knew, they still planned on capturing her and using her for exactly that, and that’s why she had to go on the run with Brent. There was something he wasn’t telling her, though. She had gathered that much, but Brent wouldn’t let on to the real reason he had run away with her. It had something to do with her birthmark, though he never opened up about it.

The worst part about being on the run was not knowing when—if ever—she’d be able to see the people she cared about most. She had to leave everyone behind: Jilly, Barry, and Olivia. Milo. What was worse, she had to leave a stupid letter about running away because she was adopted. She couldn’t care less about that. Barry and Jilly were her parents.

And then there was Milo. He knew the truth, but it didn’t matter. Myka knew they couldn’t be together. He was a hybrid; she was a werewolf. It wouldn’t work no matter how much she wanted it to. She exhaled slowly and closed her eyes.

Brent’s phone rang, distracting her from her pity-party. She stood from the bed and wondered if she should pick it up or not. Brent would be angry if she did. She walked to it, knowing that she should let it go to voicemail, but when she saw who was calling, there was no way she could ignore it.

“Hello,” she said, her voice shaking and her heartbeat pounding in her ears.

“Myka?” Milo whispered her name, and tears stung her eyes. “How are you?”

“I’m fine.” Ugh, that was lame, she thought. She was far from fine.

He hesitated before asking, “Where’s Brent?”

“In the shower. You want me to get him?”

“No. I’ll call back.”

She nodded, fully aware that he wouldn’t be able to see her, but she couldn’t speak. All the emotions she’d been holding back wanted to burst out right then, and she wanted to say so much. I miss you was on the tip of her tongue, but she couldn’t say the words. It made everything seem too final.

“Myks, you still there?” he asked.

“Yeah.” She wiped away a tear rolling down her cheek. She refused to cry. “How’s Liv?”

“She’s good. Fighting mad that you left.” Milo laughed, and she had forgotten how much she’d missed hearing it. She could almost see the rare smile of his, the one he had around her and no one else.

“Will you tell her that I’m sorry?” Myka asked.

“I will.”

“Who did you call?!” Brent’s angry voice made her jump. She turned around to see Brent, soaking wet and in nothing but a towel.

“No one. Milo called. I just answered.”

Myka put her hand on her hip, frustrated at the way Brent was acting. He held out his hand, and she placed the phone in it.

“What do you want, bloodsucker?” Brent asked, annoyance heavy in his tone.

Myka stared at Brent, her frustration faded as she watched his chest move up and down with each breath he took and how the water dripped off his body. The man was ripped. He was probably around six-foot-three and around 220 pounds of pure muscle. His abs were well defined, extremely well defined. She turned her head away as a hot blush burned her cheeks.

Brent swore, and Myka turned back to face him, curiosity and fear coursing through her. His body was the last thing on her mind at that moment. His eyes narrowed as he watched her, and she hoped that anger wasn’t directed at her.

“Thanks for calling,” Brent said before hanging up the phone and tossing it on the bed.

“Why did you answer?” he asked, his anger rising.

“I wanted to talk to him.”

Myka wasn’t backing down from Brent. She didn’t regret her decision. Well, not much, at least.

“I told you that life is over. Stay away from him.”

Brent stormed back into the bathroom, and Myka jumped as he slammed the door. Hot tears rolled down her cheeks, and she buried her face in her hands. Something was going on at the academy, and Brent hadn’t told her what. Was Olivia okay?

When Brent came back out, he had put on his jeans and t-shirt, but his hair was still a wild mess. He looked sexy, but she pushed that thought aside, focusing on her anger at him.

“You should never answer my phone again. What if that hadn’t been Milo? What if it had been Preston instead?” Brent ran his hands through his wet hair, making it stand on end.

“But—”

Myka was about to go off on him about how he wouldn’t let her talk to Milo and that’s all she wanted, but he interrupted her.

“Stop thinking about how much you miss that bloodsucker and get over him. He’s not good for you, Myka. I don’t know why you can’t see that!” He paused and paced the tiny space between her bed and the bathroom. “I’m just trying to protect you.” His last words were barely a whisper.

“I know. Thank you,” she whispered, matching his tone. She knew everything he had risked for her, but she didn’t like being told who she could and couldn’t talk to.

“Just be careful, kid. We can’t lose you to them.” Brent walked to Myka and leaned close to her face. Her breath caught when he wiped away the tears on her cheeks. “You’re too important.”

Excerpt Two:

She searched for the spare key that they always kept under the mat. Not the safest place, but Jilly was certain no one would find it there. Myka shook her head at the thought but was thankful that Jilly hadn’t changed her mind about it. She unlocked the door and pushed it open as quietly as she could. She shut the door just as quiet and let her eyes adjust to the darkness.

She took in a deep breath. The air smelled of fresh linen; Jilly’s choice of fragrance. She liked the idea that a home could smell like fresh laundry. Myka basked in the scent, and tears formed in the corners of her eyes. She didn’t realize how much she’d missed that smell.

A fast puff of breath rushed from her lungs when someone pushed her against the door. The knob pushed into her back, taking her breath from her and burning the muscles as she was pushed harder against it.

“It’s me! It’s me!” she cried when she found her voice.

A light came on, and she saw Barry, hair disheveled, staring back at her with a confused expression on his face. She doubled over, catching her breath when he let her go. Jilly was by her side, rubbing her back, and telling her that it would be all right.

“Myka, sweetie. I thought I’d never see you again,” Jilly said through sobs.

“I didn’t think I’d ever see y’all again either,” Myka answered, straightening herself.

Myka’s back ached, but she didn’t mind. Relief flooded through her, knowing that they were still okay. She threw her arms around Jilly and cried onto her shoulder.

“I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry,” she blubbered.

“You have nothing to apologize for,” Jilly said. “You’re home now.”

Myka didn’t want to ruin the moment by telling them that she couldn’t stay. Brent would come looking for her as soon as he woke up, and he would follow her trail back here. She needed to be back before he woke.

“I’ll make some coffee. Looks like we’re all gonna need it,” Barry said.

Myka ran her hand through her hair when Jilly let her go. She didn’t stop to think about what she looked like. She didn’t want them worrying about her, and if she was haggard in appearance, Jilly would question her. She hadn’t thought far enough ahead to know what to say to them. She just wanted to check on them.

Myka looked around the small kitchen and dining room they stood in. It had just been a few months since she left for Knight’s Academy, but it felt like it had been years. She took a seat on one of the chairs at the table. She felt weary. From her run, from her life with Brent. She was tired, and she wanted to make this place home again.

“When was the last time you ate?” Jilly asked, ever the concerned mom.

“I had supper,” Myka answered, thinking about the sad excuse for dinner Brent had made up. Snack cakes and potato chips.

“You look skinny. Have you been able to eat?” Jilly continued to fuss over her.

Myka nodded. She needed time to think because she knew the next question would be where she had been.

Barry stood at the coffee pot, watching it spit and sputter out the last drops of coffee. Steam rose in the air, and the entire kitchen filled with the scent of the hot coffee.

Barry poured each of them a mug and set them on the table. Myka blew on the hot liquid, as she held the mug in her hands, letting the warmth flow through her. Barry took a seat, and she could feel them watching her. She couldn’t meet their eyes. Not when so much was left unspoken.

“So are we just gonna ignore the elephant in the room?” Barry asked.

Jilly answered first. “He’s right, Myka. Where have you been? Why haven’t you called?”

“I just haven’t had the time,” she answered, still staring at the hot coffee in her hands.

“You haven’t had the time to tell your parents where you’ve been? That you were alive?” Barry said, his voice raising.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I never meant to hurt you.”

“But you did,” he said, ripping her heart in two.

Tears slid down her cheeks again, and she wiped them away.

“I know saying I’m sorry isn’t enough.” She braved a look at them, and it only hurt her more. “But, please believe me when I tell you that I didn’t mean for this to happen.”

“What does that even mean?” Jilly asked. Concern choked her voice. “What aren’t you telling us?”

Myka shook her head. She didn’t need to bring this up. She couldn’t. To keep from having to speak, she took a drink of her coffee. The hot liquid burned her tongue, but she swallowed it down anyway.

She braved another look at her parents. It was now or never. She could tell them the truth. Tell them everything that was going on in her life. She wanted to, so she took in a deep breath, about to speak the words, but then shut her mouth. They would throw her into the psychiatric ward at the hospital. They wouldn’t believe in werewolves and vampires. They especially wouldn’t believe that she was a werewolf.

“There’s nothing to tell,” Myka said. “I ran away to find my real parents.”

“And how’s that going?” Barry asked.

Myka looked at him. He crossed his arms over his chest and stared her down. She looked away. That look made her want to divulge every little detail from the very beginning.

“Not as well as expected.”

“Mmm-hmm. I see,” he said.

He didn’t believe her.

“I need to go,” she said, standing. “This was a mistake.”

“Wait,” Jilly said. “You can’t go.”

“I have to.”

Myka walked around the table, toward the door, but Barry stood in front of it, blocking her escape.

“You’re lying, Myka. I always know when you’re lying,” he said.

“You know nothing about me,” she said. “You never had anything to do with me.”

Grief welled up in his eyes, and she felt horrible.

“I know more than you think.”

She sat down in the nearest chair, absorbing his words. “What are you talking about?”

This conversation was taking a toll on her. She just wanted to make sure that they were still alive. That was all.

“Myka, I have to tell you something,” Barry said.

Barry’s eyes narrowed like he was remembering something that happened a long time ago. Jilly placed a hand on her shoulder. Myka fidgeted in her seat as anxiety rose up inside of her. She stared at Barry, waiting for him to speak.

“I’m your dad,” he blurted out.

“I know. You adopted me.”

“No. I mean that I’m your real dad. Your mother passed away right after she had you.”

Myka stood and faced Jilly. Jilly’s lips were pursed, and her eyes watered. He was telling the truth. She fell into the chair again.

“Why didn’t you tell me this before?” Myka’s voice rose an octave.

“We didn’t think it would help. Jilly adopted you, and that’s what you overheard.”

“But I’m your daughter? By blood? You should have told me.”

“I know. I just—there was too much at stake,” he stammered.

“Jilly, what is he talking about?”

Myka turned to Jilly. She needed answers. Now.

“Because of what your mom was, and because of what we think you are now,” Jilly said.

They knew. They knew she was a werewolf.

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